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The tic-tock of the clock in painful, all sain and logical. I wanna tear it off the wall.   
11:42pm 13/06/2004
  I stole this from some random journal...

I want anyone and EVERYONE who reads this to post in here something they would like to do with me someday.

Then post this in your journal to find out what I want to do with you.
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10:49pm 13/06/2004
How to make a anxietybcomesme

5 parts mercy

3 parts self-sufficiency

5 parts joy
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add a little caring if desired!
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09:13pm 20/04/2004
mood: moody
I was just sitting here at the computer and decided that I should post, since I haven't in awhile. I realize that no one will probably respond other than Luke, but thats ok.

Life still sucks, as usual. Some things have gone ok. I got a new car, it needs some work but I like it. I have no money, however so I can't start paying my mom back and I can't start doing anything that I want to do to my car. But I guess this is the price to pay for being lazy. Still girlfriendless. But I guess that is another price to pay for being lazy. I have made some new friends, but it gets kinda boring hanging around them all the time. The only thing I really have in common with them is that we like cars and hate school (especially Seward). To tell the truth, I kinda miss hanging out with my old friends. Hell, I haven't talked to most of them for a long time. It was fun going over to Dan's on Fridays and playing Halo or something like that. I don't do anything fun like that anymore. I barely talk to Luke, which actually kinda sucks. I don't ever talk to Amanda or Ashley anymore. I don't really know why. It just seems like they don't wanna hang out. I know they have to work and have school, but it still kinda sucks none the less. Wow, this has actually become quite the post. But I guess I haven't updated for awhile and I do seem to have quite a bit to rant about. It sucks not having a social life. I don't really know too many people. I wish I did. But oh well. I guess that's how things go.

Well I think I'll stop typing now.

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Life is full of good times and bad times...   
03:37pm 05/03/2004
mood: apathetic
Well, today has been going well. School was boring as usual, I fell asleep during part of Modern Problems. It was only for like 5-15 minutes. Pretty much nothing has been going on lately, other than the fact that Ashley and I are no longer together...again.

I got her e-mail, which is better than a letter. I still would have preferred her tell me herself. I'm not a mean or scary guy... I knew it was going to happen, so I was kinda prepared. I didn't let myself get to attached during the few days that we were together. It even happened for the reasons I thought. I knew that Amanda, Johnny (Not Depp), and even Jon would contribute to it. Ashley and I get along pretty well, atleast I think we do, but I always seem to get her when things aren't right. It seems kinda unfair, but then again life isn't fair. I've kinda gotten used to that fact. I also know things will work out, hopefully in good ways. I'll eventually find someone to be with, and Ashley will do the same. Atleast I hope, I mean it is me. Ashley shouldn't have a problem. I will have to let myself slip a little and say that during the short while it lasted, it was kinda nice. I'm glad she told me now, instead of later. I just hope this time she actually gave me the reason why. According to Luke, who is in fact sometimes reliable, last time the reason was B.S. It didn't piss me off when he told me though. Just kinda got me worried. How am I supposed to do things differently if I don't know what I did. But then again, that is how life works. This is getting to be a rather long post. Interesting. Livejournal has been good to me, it will probably still be good to me down the road. A friendly, or sometimes not, place to rant and rave.

Enough of that. I need me some new movies, some good ones at that. I also need to get me a job, I don't really care what now. So if anyone knows of openings, tell me, and maybe I'll get off my ass and apply. I need the money, I want to buy me a NoteBook. I can't decide whether or not to get a Apple PowerBook, or a Voodoo/Alienware. Give me suggestions.

Well, I think I shall conclude this rather long and drawn out post. I think I'm going to go slide...umm, I mean drive my car around.

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10:03pm 03/03/2004
  I am updating...scary isn't it.

Blarg! My head hurts. Damn caffeine addiction. If I have no caffeine my head hurts, but then even when I have caffeine it only really seems to go away with Dr. Pepper. Kinda weird.

Well, anyways. I just got back from Lincoln. I hung out with the usual suspects. I had fun on the way home. I was hungry, my head hurt, and the fact that I wanted to get home before 10 pm so my mom wouldn't bitch at me, so I drove like a "Bat out of Hell". I got my car up to 95 mph, which I think is good for my P.O.S., but then I had to slow down for some damn people in a pickup. Probably some hicks. Grrr. I hate hicks. Evil people they are. Talking like Yoda I am. Enough of that.

I had fun tonight. And tommorrow I might be making yet another trip into the big city of Lincoln because my friend hopefully will have his car done.

Goodnight everyone.

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01:00pm 28/02/2004
mood: okay
My life has gotten a lot better since the other day, but at the same time I am still a little confused. Things still are running through my head and I don't know what to think.

But anyways, School still sucked Friday. All of my classes were boring but I found it easier to sit through them all. But after school my car wouldn't start. So that got me all pissed off at my car. It's down at R & J's but he won't be able to look at it until like Monday. It sucks.

On another note, I need something to do tommorrow. My mom's not going anywhere really so I get to use her car/truck/suv, or whatever the hell you would consider it. I really don't want to be stuck at home.

Well anyways, bye peoples.
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06:21am 26/02/2004
mood: confused
I was gonna post something, but I forgot what. Damn me. Grrr.

Yesterday I had fun hanging out with Amanda, Ashley, and later Johnny. I came home a little late, but to my surprise, I didn't get bitched at. Friday we are going to see were a dead body was...coooool!!!

My head kinda hurts, and I don't feel like going to school, but I have to. Another boring day of school. Damn. I think my head hurts from thinking, not one of my strong points. The last time I kept thinking it got me into trouble. Things just keep running through my head and I don't know what to do. I'm afraid to do anything. I don't know what would happen, and if it would be a good thing. Damn me. Damn my head. Damn my thinking.
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Watch Out...Ranting   
09:08pm 24/02/2004
mood: depressed
I feel like crap. I don't know why. It could possibly be from my life sucking at the moment, or it could be from these A.F.I. songs.
Today was another day full of boredom. School sucked, but what's new. In Moore's evil english class we took our stupid test over "Catcher in the Rye". I wrote some of the shittiest essays ever. I had a hard time trying to stay awake. Then next came CAD I. It sucked even more than english. First off, I only got like one more piece of my telescope done. Second, I hate Mr. Holiday. After my boring CAD I class I had german IV. It wasn't as boring but it still sucked. We actually had to learn some shit and I actually got homework. I have to watch this movie and find some crap in it. Of course, I haven't even started yet. Then came the last class, Modern Problems. It sucked, and if you were in the class you would have known I was bored as fuck. I wouldn't shut up, it's a stupid habbit I have when I have nothing to do. I hate that class because it goes by slow. After school nothing happened, another new occurence *sarcastic*. Then of course my pathetic self sat down in front of the t.v. for awhile doing nothing. Then I went driving around and I saw a Cop run a stop sign, it pissed me off. Then I went home and watched "One Tree Hill". I know it's pathetic. It really depressed me. It's one of those shows with a hot guy and a bunch of chicks that like him. He breaks up with one girl because he likes another, then everything goes to shit. I mean, I wish I could just dump one girl for another, but of course I can't. I'd just be happy with someone. Damn T.v. assholes. Grrr.
On a good note, I think, I'm going to hang out with Manda, Johnny, and Ashley tommorrow. It might kinda suck though.
Well, I think I ranted enough. Don't be offended, I warned you.
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09:12pm 21/02/2004
  Travis: Hello everyone
Everyone: Hello Travis
Travis: Would you like to know whats going on in my life?
Everyone: No, not really
Travis: *cries*
Everyone: *laughs*
Travis: Oh well

Well, that was amusing. Nothing has been going on in my life lately. Just school, being bored, and being bored while in school. Still without a girlfriend, not that I am really trying. There are just no decent girls in my school that are worth going out with. Still have too much free time. I went to Amanda's and Ashley's last night and hung out for a while. Luke pissed off the already pissed off Ashley, Amanda and Johnny were getting mighty comfortable with eachother *coughs*. I went home around 1:30am and fell asleep (I bet you wish you did Ashley). Other than that nothing has been happening. I'm just a boring person.
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02:16pm 20/02/2004
Marriage is DEATH to men.
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Version 2.0   
03:25pm 18/01/2004
  I bes back with new and improved karate kick action!!!

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I loveable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your journal to see whatt i think about you?
21. If I was an ice cream flavour, which would I be and why?
22. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
23. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
24. Do you consider me a good friend?
25. What makes me, me?
26. Would you make a move on me?
27. Do I cross your mind at least 2 times a day?
28. Do you love me?
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Hello everybody   
07:10am 06/10/2003
mood: tired
I haven't posted in a long while and just decided I might as well do it.

Nothing much has been happening in my life recently. We got a new puppy named Petey, he's a rottweiler/spaniel mix (atleast that's what we were told). I might be getting yet another vehicle. Hopefully this one lasts longer than a week. School still sucks. I dislike Mrs. Banzhaf and her student teacher. I've been going to the football games and Seward sucks. It was a miracle we won homecoming. But anyway. I just thought I'd post.
03:13pm 16/09/2003
mood: aggravated
I hate Trigonometry. We had a test in it today and I bombed it. I couldn't remember anything. The thing that pissed me off is that I was just starting to remember what to do when the bell rang and Mrs. Banzhof won't let people stay longer to finish the test. It's going to drop my grade a lot and will probably cause me to fail that class. That would suck cause my schedule would have to be changed and shit like that. I hate Banzhof. She's crazy and I can't understand a thing she tries to teach. Lately though a student teacher has been teaching the class, I can't seem to get anything she says either.

A post...   
09:04pm 26/08/2003
  I've been back in school for a little over a week now. It's not that bad despite the lack of girls in most of my classes. Trig is probably going to be my hardest class along with German III. Woods I seems to be my easiest. We just got a huge assignment from Banzhaf. I'm not going to complain since we usually don't get any. We played with sharp power tools in Woods. It was kind of fun. Yesterday was interesting because Sonja walked out of German, now she is in Strength Training. It was amusing. I actually looked nice today. I wore some new clothes just to wear them and it turned out to be picture day.

Life outside of school is kind of boring. I haven't hung out with my friends outside of school that much. Most of them are working or just doing something. I'm pretty much doing the same thing as I did before school started. Minus the going over to Ashley's and watching movies. But I don't see that happening in the future. I kind of wish I could go see Freddy Vs. Jason but I can't find someone 21 to go with. I also can't wait for the Underworld movie to come out. A lot of nifty video games are coming out. Including a Pirates of the Caribbean one. It sucks being carless. But that is my fault so I guess I have to deal with it.

I just set my computer to download a bunch of songs on Kazaa. It's probably going to drop my rating really low. Oh well. I'm going to go now and watch some T.v. before I sleep.

I don't expect any comments since nothing else of mine gets commented on.

Well, bye.
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06:51am 25/08/2003
  <td bgcolor="#000000">Username</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA"></td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Color of choice?</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA"></td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Uke</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">Farfarello </td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Seme</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">Aya/Ran </td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Uke is...</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">Noisy in bed</td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Seme is...</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">Just looking for sex </td></tr>
My Meme by Unproductivity
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Farfello and Aya...
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Damn you Amanda!!! Why did you have to post that quiz???   
05:04pm 24/08/2003
  <td bgcolor="#000000">Your name:</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA"></td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Currently with:</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">Neu </td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Had a secret relationship with:</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">Ken </td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Fantasizes about:</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">Hel </td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Cheated on:</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">Yuushi (Knight) </td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">With:</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">Schoen </td></tr>
Weiss Love Pentagrams by miss_ayachan
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<td bgcolor="#000000">Your name:</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA"></td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Currently with:</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">Youji </td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Had a secret relationship with:</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">Sakura </td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Fantasizes about:</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">Omi </td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Cheated on:</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">Nagi </td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">With:</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">Aya-chan </td></tr>
Weiss Love Pentagrams by miss_ayachan
Created with quill18's MemeGen!

<td bgcolor="#000000">Your name:</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA"></td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Currently with:</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">Aya-chan </td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Had a secret relationship with:</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">Farfarello </td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Fantasizes about:</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">Manx </td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Cheated on:</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">Ken </td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">With:</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">Omi </td></tr>
Weiss Love Pentagrams by miss_ayachan
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*Scared* I'm scared. I tried 3 different names and they all came up with bi-sexual answers. I don't know if it's a good thing.
07:24am 24/08/2003
  <td bgcolor="#000000">Your username</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA"></td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Your eye colour</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA"></td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Hair colour and length</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">blond, shoulder-length </td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Place of residence</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">Paris </td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Sexual orientation</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">bisexual </td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Special Quirk</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">puts the toilet seat down </td></tr>
Instant Bishounen! by mizery
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10:49pm 23/08/2003
What's Your Outlook on Life?

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Does this surprise anyone??? It doesn't surprise me. I'm an idealistic asshole that thinks this world is a major P.O.S. and am to lazy to change the mutha fucker. Oh well, off to get more sleep.
Travis is updating, yes he is!   
09:10pm 21/08/2003
mood: dorky
I did me more of these thingies!

<td bgcolor="#000000">Name</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA"></td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Sexuality</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA"></td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Age</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA"></td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Most Likely to Say</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">"What do you mean 'is that all?!'" </td></tr>
What Are You Most Likely to Utter During Sex by UMAJohnnie
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<td bgcolor="#000000">Enter your nickname</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA"></td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Freak? Or kinky?</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA"></td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Sources tell us you...</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">Almost killed your last SO. </td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Guess how many know?</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">78</td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Your biggest fantasy is...</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">Frighten high-school students </td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Your biggest secret is...</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">You're a midget lovin' weirdo. </td></tr>
Your Dirty Mind by MySecretGarden
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<td bgcolor="#000000">Name</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA"></td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Favorite Color</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA"></td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Your fate</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">Reincarnated,women's bike seat </td></tr>
The Afterlife, V1.0 by silentounce
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It works!!!

<td bgcolor="#000000">Favorite Colour</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA"></td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Year of Birth</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA"></td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">You will be worth:</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">$93,020,636</td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">You will make your first million on:</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">May 1, 2006</td></tr>
How rich will you be? by quill18
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I have many favorite colors...I don't think this thing is right though.

<td bgcolor="#000000">Your Name</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA"></td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Your Age</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA"></td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">You had this in your wallet</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">$51</td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Your attacker was a </td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">Ugly Beast </td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Did you win or lose the fight</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">Yes you won. </td></tr>
Which Wacko in the world gets you cornered in a dark Alley? by SunCrush
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$51??? *Checks wallet* Yay! I don't have $51 in it.

<td bgcolor="#000000">Username</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA"></td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Your Nemesis is a:</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">Gargantuan Ape </td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">The final battle will be fought:</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">In the past. </td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">The outcome:</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">At the last minute, you will unite to fight a common foe. </td></tr>
The Nemesis Meme by quill18
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Poetry Corner!!!   
09:26am 17/08/2003
mood: satisfied
Since Luke wrote a poem, I'm writing a poem. Actually I wrote it last night when I was lying in my bed trying to sleep. Here it is.

I shouldn't said yes,
You should've said no,
To the world we had so long ago,
It should'nt have happened,
I should never had been.

It made me happy,
I don't know about you,
But all it seems now,
Is to make you hate me,
And me hate you.

The love may be gone,
But I still want friends,
So lets forget all that bullshit,
And let the friendship begin.
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